我懂爱吗

今天，我反复问了自己“我懂爱吗？”我沉默了，答不上来..

或许之前的那几段都是爱自己比较多，并没有花心思去了解对方

原来，我根本不懂爱...

Singapore 3 days 1 night trip

9th of December, 10pm

My Visa and I'm ready :D Singapore, here i come. Bye Malaysia, i will not miss u:D

10th of December, 5am

Good morning, I'm in Singapore now. Looking at the the sky of the Singapore and waiting for the sunlight of the Singapore xD. Our first place to visit is Sentosa, Resort World. 

Inside Sentosa but outside the casino of sentosa, waiting for those adults come out to bring us to have fun :D Breathing the Singapore air. Wahahahaha!

Universal Studio! But sign, we had no time to go in. I want to go in.. :( My daddy promised me to bring me go in next time. Daddy, u must keep ur promise ya ♥

Caremel Latte, Coffee Bean in Singapore :D cost 6.50 sing dollars. I still feel starbucks is the best. Hahaha! 

  

M&M, i ♥ u muacksss xD

Candylicious! Feel so happy when i saw it :D

 My Lovely Daddy, I ♥ U 

 Mummy ♥, Jie Jie and super cute cousin

Marina Bay Sand, the ship shape on the top of the 3 buildings is the skypark. Very Beautiful and there is swimmimg pool! 20 sing dollars per person if u want to visit :D

The sky is just so blue and beautiful. Capture at the River Cruise Singapore. We were going to boat the cruise and visit the building on the river side :D

Guess what is that! Singapore F1 race track and Singapore Flight! My F1 idol Fernando Alonso, I ♥ U. :D 

 Beautiful shots! I love Singapore? xD

 We went Haw Paw Villa (left) and Chinatown (right) after that.

11th of December, 8am

Singapore Flight! The 2nd largest ferris wheel of the world :D U can reach there by MRT and it's just beside the Marina Bay Sand.

Goodbye Singapore, I will miss u and visit again next time :D

Happy 18th Birthday to my Super Cow

Here is it, feel so sorry for the late update. 5th of Dec is the big day for my Super Cow, she's finally turn to 18 this year!! Congrats :D  Happy belated birthday to u, my 6 years friend :D

This is the birthday "cake" we made for u, and yea, it's special and memorable :D. We hope that this birthday cake is the most memorable cake for u. Wish u dream come true and live in happiness forever.


To celebrate Cow's birthday, we went Kuala Selangor to eat seafood as celebration :) Luckily our big brother, Jaden Pan was there if not we really dunno what to order xD. Moreover, thank you wei wen for fetching me and kelly.

Present time!! Kelly and I gifted cow Swarovski Hello Kitty Pink Bow Crystalline Ballpoint Pen. 

I gifted her this because her present is the only present i have enough time to figure out and I just feel that there should have a memorable birthday gift in her 18th birthday :) Shan's birthday present was the one I really dun hav time to buy it. Very sorry shan, i promise i will choose ur present seriously in ur 19th birthday :D

p/s: Anticipating my 19th birthday xD

Missing

我又泛起了思念...

有感而发

其实我现在很应该就是捆着棉被大睡，因为明天是我A2开课的第一天(我其实十分期待的说）。可是就在我朋友跟我说了一番话后，我感觉很伤感，心揪着，很不舒服，决定把我此刻的心情写下来，放弃了我温暖的棉.

我的密友啊，我不知道该怎么安慰你，我只能够把我的肩膀借给你，永远倾听你的哭诉，不过前提是你愿意向我倾诉。其实我明白所谓的爱情规则，只要你先沦陷你就是变得万劫不复的那个。倘若抽身的合时当然能够避免不必要的困扰，可是有些人还是在抽身之际留下了疤痕，所谓的疤痕就是那个时时刻刻提醒着自己想着对方的证据。爱啊，当你深陷的时候，你就会很难抽离，你会宁愿奉献自己的一切就只为了他。如果那个人值得，那结局当然是美好;反之，只有泪洒满地的结局。

我一直以为我这位朋友很放得开，可是原来并不是，他还是你心心念念的那一个。 一直以来我以为我们都是那种很冷血的，事实上只有我是。你还是有温度的嘛！哈哈哈！喜欢他的话，就坚持那份喜欢吧！或许你们未来有发展的机会，不要放弃每一个可能。我不敢跟你说这些话，因为我怕你希望越大失望越大。如果你看到了这一篇，不要笑我，当然你可以否认我说的任何一个字。哈哈！

想要看见彩虹，只能在雨后，加油啊，我的朋友:) 

Twilight:: breaking dawn part 1

I love Edward Cullen and Bella Swan!!

Watched The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1 in cinema. What can i say is it disappointed me to the max. Not the flim itself disappointed me but the action of the cinema of Malaysia. It cut a lot of scene. Especially the scene of giving birth of the baby. And now i'm very desperate to watch breaking dawn part 2. Sad to say that it will be releasing on next year NOV. It means i gonna wait for a year. LOL

That's all for today. Goodnight people :)

Pavillion ♥ Outing with collegemate

opulent carousel is in pavillion Christmas Wonderland! Bring u back to ur childhood times. Only RM5 to take a ride. But u can just take photo without paying :) Feel so happy when peggy shared the link to me. Just can't wait to go there when i saw the information from facebook ♥

 Yeah! Peggy and I were in carousel. Super childish? No! We're NOT! Opulent carousel is just so cute xD Kelly was so shy to ride carousel with us, hahaha!

After that we went to watch shark night, this movie is super terrible and I get shocked few times in cinema. Very nice movie, must watch! Almost 46 types of shark in a lake. *horror*

人生就是不停的战斗！！

看了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，真是感触良多。缘分这东西真的很玄，无论是一见钟情还是日久生情，不是你的就不是你的，幸福勉强不了。爱情这学问呐，我还有的学呢！哈哈！刀大如此写实的剧情不禁让我想起了国，高中生活。曾经以为毕业不算什么的我，不曾为了毕业而有感伤和不舍，如今却开始有点想念我的高中生活。回想起来，真是甜酸苦辣样样齐。里边的苦头让我成长，让我发现人性的丑陋，朋友间的相互利用，恋爱后的针锋相对。曾经，我真的恨死他们；现在，我却不知道自己恨了他们什么。搞笑吧！哈哈！虽说他们伤害了我对他们的真心，可是我感谢他们让我成长，让我明白人情冷暖。或许，每个人活到了不同的阶段，都会得到不同的启发，也开始不会对往事如此执着了吧（突然觉得自己好沧桑 xD)

回到剧情吧！虽说男女主角在感情里的遗憾确实让人动容，可是没有把握的爱情又何来坚持的理由呢？我真的觉得如果没有把握去坚持，那就不要把自己的感觉赤裸裸地摊在人前，不仅伤人还很伤己呢！所以，不要轻易说爱倒是真的。学习爱之前，要学会珍惜和知足，不然，就算多大的爱也满足不了人的贪婪和好奇。

哈哈！都净说爱！话说这戏还是很励志的，虽然很多18禁的场面，可是我相信男高中生都这样的吧！xD 我认同人生就是不停地战斗，无论在那一阶段的人都十分努力地战斗着！婴儿努力学基本功，孩童努力学基本认知，少年努力地追求知识，为前路奋斗，成年人却努力地在仕途战斗，而有家室的人更日以继夜地为材米油盐努力，老人呢也在与死亡战斗！你说，人生是不是都在战斗？哈哈哈！

所以，战斗吧人类！

p/s: 看这戏时，珊还被误以为未满18岁而被要求查身份证呢！ xD

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